…oN tIME i’M lETTING mYSELF hAVE
January 14, 2008 by cheloyskee
..just finishing my 2nd cup of my caffeine fix. It’s raining outside. I did not go to work today. feeling terribly sick. and vertigo seems to sneak around if I’m not goin to sleep this through. sigh. but it feels good to just rest and stay in bed longer than you are supposed to. letting time passes you by the minute. feelings of relief and guilt mix themselves like creamer in a black coffee. relief, that I can just be still. guilt, because, I know that the world moves on.. and I was not moving with it. anyways, what the heck. it will move whether I am on it or not. and I’m sure I won’t be missed.
oh well. might as well be happy with this free Time I let myself have. =)
